you are (ramblings in the blackness of night)

you're arrogant, you're bossy, you're eager,
you're thoughtful, you're sweet, you're nice
you're tired, you're ill, you're alive
you're intimate, you're strong, you're fine

you're there, and you're not, and you say
what you say, but you think, what you think
and you think, but you don't say, and you say,
but you don't think

about me. or is it a lie that i say, what i say,
and i hate, what i say, but i say it anyway

and it angers you, and leaves you indifferent
and it never hurts you, and i never comfort you
you never let too... no never let me too...

and it hurts me, it leaves me indifferent,
and it angers me, but it comforts me
and it ails me, and eats me, and it defeats me
and it makes me sad

because in the end, you will be no more
we will be no more, there will be no more
and it makes me sad
yes it makes me sad...